Tuesday 9 February 2016

Seventh.

1. Malaysia is going down the drain.

2. Truly, our PM has no feeling of shame at all. He is now Malaysia’s biggest liability, memalukan Malaysia!

3. His transformation plan for Malaysia totally failed, we are going backwards. I don’t think we are going to achieve Vision 2020.

4. Sadly, he thinks highly of himself and maintains his 'pala botak bibir pink’ smile wherever he goes. ‘Muka tembok’.

5. Najib prefers those UMNO leaders who sleep on their job. Those who cannot think intelligently and just wait for him to feed them. The new Kedah MB’s request for RM15 Million was approved on the spot. Satu kejayaan? I wonder if Bashah is able to attract and bring new investments to Kedah like what Mukhriz did previously. Stupidly, Najib just ‘donated’ Kedah to the Oppositions with his latest move in Kedah. Najib is sabotaging UMNO, he must be sacked from his position as UMNO President. He is now useless to UMNO, and furthermore he is destroying UMNO from within. He is also very corrupt and full of scandals.

6. Najib needs the new A.G. to ‘shield’ him from being charge for all his wrongdoings, but, for how long?

7. Apandi (A.G.) is now pretending as if he is a very religious man. Did he evaluate the cases / scandals related to Najib ‘religiously’? Mentang2 dah jadi ‘director’ TH, terus jadi ulama agama besar, taktik lapok bagi golongan yang hipokrit. So shameful…

8. PM Najib, please RESIGN!

Sunday 10 January 2016

Msu

1. I will end my bachelor session in MSU next 2 weeks. Even though its hard for me to admit it, but I think I am quite attached with this uni. After fucked up in Uitm and Mmu, i really appreciate that my dad still want to send me here to complete my study.

2.  At first, during my foundation time, I've found a bunch of guys and girls in my class, which i believed as the coolest group ever in my study time. In this group, one of them were my bestfriend. But then, after a year of studies, our relationship has crumbling like pastries. Its hard for me though, to believe that my own friend would leave me, didn't trust me just because he heard stories about me talking behind his back. Me? Out of so many people he believed that im am the one who talked behind his back. Of course i would talk about people with him because his my bestfriend, but not about him. For me, i dont need to prove anything. I just go with the flow. Time will prevail everything. During my early time in degree session, this friend come back to me. Try to act normal, but dude, we cant be like before anymore.

3. During the sorrow time, I got my friend which is my housemate during Persanda who always be there for me. Until now, he still by my side. Really appreciate it bro!

4. Early days of my degree session, i met my old friend (we just know each other's name) from penang, and we have been put in the same classes for several subject. Even though we are taking different courses, but we get along well. Everyday lepak together, every weekend went to club together and many more! This guy changed me a lot. He teach me the importance to get a good grades, enjoying life to the fullest with me and always got my back. My first year was very fun indeed.

5. When i was in first week of my second year of degree, one of my best friend come around and decided to pursue his study here. I was tremendously glad indeed. He became my roommate and i feel like the wind is shifting on me. God wanna help me to finished my study with flying colours by providing good people surround me. Alhamdulillah.

6. And, I also one of the member in 'Jaggers' group. This group consist of important people during my uni life. Having fun together, smoking shit almost everyday, getting fucked up every weekend, my uni life was fun because of them indeed! They always been there during my bad and good moments. Thank you gang! May Allah bless our friendship. :*

7. Last but not least, A. This ampang girl really meant a lot to me. It's been a while since i catch this kind of nervousness and happiness whenever i'm with someone. Her stories, her smile, her character, her persona, her attitude whenever with me, literally everything about her makes me happy. Thank you for making my final days in uni more meaningful and memorable. Thank you for always be by my side even though its hard. Let's see how the ending of our story will be. :)

Thursday 27 August 2015

Taylor Gang

'You hit me, we hit you'.

It is the tagline for one of my socializing group years ago. I was influenced by this group for years. I also managed to sit on 1 of it's main chairs. I used to feel that they are a part of my life. Without thinking about the consequences, me and my boys were willingly gives our full-commitment in sacrificing our time, money and energy (maybe sometimes our own life too lol) for them. We feel a spirit that we don't see it in school or anywhere else. We called it 'brotherhood'. At that time I believe that the brotherhood of mine is my life and I always believed that they always got my back. However, after about 7 years on that group, I just realized that me and my friends just being used by them to gain a great name in that particular field (it reminds me about the hooligans in UK long ago but actually they want to be like the bunch of people in Causeway Bay, HK). But I don't hold any grudge towards them. Eventually then I started to distance myself from them. However, I still maintain a good relationship with a few friends from the group since we have been together for years. Even though I has made my decision, but it is undeniable that I've gain so much wonderful experiences during our time together. I still smile whenever I reminisce about this memories.

From that part of experience in my life, I discovered what is the 'brotherhood' true meaning. Brotherhood means that a friend who is willing to be there for his friends who is in need. There are so many people that claimed us as their brotherhood. This kind of people live in a dreamworld with a fake life motto or maybe they doesn't know how cruel this world can be. This is because they does not know what the meaning of the word. I used to live in that dreamworld. I used to believe that every people who said there are going to be with me through hard and easy times, will be with me. They said this during happy time, giving so many promises and laughed together, however there are disappeared during my hard time. At first, I believe that this 'friend' was busy doing something or whatever, but then I realized that people actually can be there if they intend to. If they really have an intention to help their friends, the action should has been taken. They always said bloodbrother here, brotherhood there, but then they are gone MIA whenever we need them. Right now i really appreciate every single person who used to help me during my worst situations. For me, the most valuable friend is the one who no need to ask whether we are okay or not, he just know that by himself. Never rat on your friend because the karma will hit you back. Do not talk bad about your friend because the chain will never end. If you talk bad about others, other people will talk bad about you as well. Always remember that what you give you will get back. Do not trust people easily and do not put high expectations towards your friends because people is different with each other. Not all people can do same like what you had sacrifice for then.

If you have encounter a problem with your friend, the best way to settle it is by having communication. Without a clear communication, we cannot understand about our friend's true feeling. We must know what actually he felt about matters since we are not afford to lose them. From my experience, some of my friends is lack of communication skills. I have told them so many time, if they feel bad about me, just tell me so that I can improve myself. But they keep their mouth shut. At the end of the day, they left and I only have few close friends who are willing to remind me whenever i have done any wrongdoings. I really appreciate those who stick by my side and remain loyal with me even though I am not a good friend. Thank you brothers. And for those who leave me, I will pray the best for your future. :)

Wednesday 26 August 2015

Mahathir : Vision and Mission

I was exposed to Umno since I was a young kid. Umno is the largest political party in Malaysia which has became the government for this country since before British gave us back our land. I was exposed because my dad himself is a treasurer for an Umno's branch in Ipoh Barat Division. And 2 of my neighbours is the chief for their branches. I asked about their thoughts and learn Umno from their perspectives based on their 30 and more years of experiences. I heard about good and bad in Umno, learned the history of the party, and of course the achievement made by Tun Dr Mahathir during his era which are to many to be told here. Since Im from gen-Y generation, I was born during Tun's years of leadership. I still remember how my mother was crying in her room during Tun announced about his retirement in 2003. I was 11 years old back then so I still do not know what Tun's true capabilities. I thought that all the person who want to become a prime minister should have leadership skills and ideas just like him. However, I was wrong. During Abdullah's era, I learned that if a wrong person became a PM, Malaysia will fall and our vision to become a developed country will vanished. Luckily, Abdullah has been replaced by a son of Malaysia's noble, Najib Tun Razak. Najib is a son of Malaysia's second PM so I assumed that he must possess the same capabilities just like his father who people known as 'Father of Development' in Malaysia prior to his achievement such as establishment of Malaysian New Economic Policy. However, again I was proved that I was wrong. Najib is a spoil noble son who's never know what the hardship is. He was treated as VIP since kid and he does not understand about people struggling to find some money to fed his family and so on. He committed so many wrongful act which everybody in Malaysia is aware about it since internet can spread news as fast as the lightning. I will not discuss about his wrongful act here since the title of this post is dedicated to Tun Dr Mahathir.
Years ago, I watched a Youtube video which shows the interview by BBC World with Tun M. In that video, the interviewer has asked about the dictatorship in Malaysia which is to point out that Mahathir is a dictator. I am amazed with Tun M's calmness when answering the accusation and he replied back with a statement that Jews is the one who control this world and led it to the doomed (the owner of BBC World itself is a Jew). Since watching that video, I am interested to learn about Tun Dr Mahathir details and stories. I read many books and articles wrote by him, his supporters and people who opposed him. From that, I have learned that it is really hard to find a true capable and qualified PM to lead a multi-races country like Malaysia. There are so many aspects that need to be oversee before doing a project or amend an act. It is because Malaysia have a lot of cultures, norms and sensitivities. Tun M succeed to lead Malaysia to became one of the most respected developing country in this world during his administration despite it small size. However, even though Tun M has contribute so many to Malaysian, he still have an idea about a few projects that he believed can lead Malaysia to become a developed country by year 2020. One of it is crooked bridge from Johor to Singapore to replace 'Tambak Johor'. His successor, Abdullah said it is a waste of government money to build such bridge to linked our nation with Singapore. Instead, he build a second bridge for Penang which is more costly and does not benefited as the crooked bridge (traffic jam during peak hour still happen on the first bridge). Najib also refused to built crooked bridge even though during his time to become a PM, Tun M give full support for him to replace Abdullah. This 2 PMs failed to oversee the reasons why Tun M really want to built the crooked bridge. The first reason why he want to built the bridge is because he want to provide an easy access for Singaporean to come to Johor and shopping in a low prices compared to Singapore which can increase the profit of Johorean businesses. This also can lead for more respect from Singapore government who always arrogant toward our country with their achievements made from capital back-up by the United States of America. Everybody understand that Malaysia would be so much better than Singapore if the size of our country is just like them. Other than that, the reason of Tun M want to built the crooked bridge with the height of 25 metres from the land can lead to the development of Pasir Gudang Port which located in Johor. This is because, with that height, the small and medium sized ship can go to our port without go through Singapore since the 'Tambak Johor' is very low in height and the ships does not have enough space to pass through it. With the building of crooked bridge, all the international ships have a new short-cut to go to the East and they will likely to stopover in Johor Port than Singapore Port. This will contribute to the development of our country and gain so much profits prior to this project. However, those 2 people which the former PM Abdullah and current PM Najib is failed to understand about this matter. They are failures. The reason I said this because both of them asked from the Singapore Government whether to built the crooked bridge or not. Which country want a project that can affected their economic level in a bad way as much as that? The project actually does not need an approval from Singapore since the reason of an idea why the bridge is crooked is because it will be build in territory of Malaysia. Both of them, the former and current Malaysia's PM is thinking too much about the feelings of our 'friend' with a full awareness that our fellow 'friend' is never think that Malaysia is their friend. Even the citizens of Johore also give their full support in building the crooked bridge. With the failure of this two top Umno's leaders to perform a Malaysia's important mission such as developing the crooked bridge and failure to perform a good administration, achieving Malaysia's vision to become a developed country by year 2020 is likely to be impossible. Malaysia already have a clear vision and mission, however, if the mission is not done, the main objective can never be achieved by our country.

Tuesday 25 August 2015

First and foremost, English.

Hello everyone. Im not really a blogging-type of people but i was influenced by my former MSU classmate who studying abroad. When I read her blogposts, I was amazed by her English fluency. Because during the time I doing my foundation, I never have a chance to talk to her but I know that she always communicating in English so I guess that she must be learn this language by speaking and writing since she's born. So,  I think that, in order to improve my English skills and fluency, I can copy her style by writing in blog. I realized that I only write in English during the examination and it doesnt help me to improve at all. So, Ive decided to write in English for this blog. I want to improve my grammar in order to face the reality of life when I finished my degree by next year. I think my English is not really bad but I have no confident when speaking in the language. About writing, I dont think that im lacking of the words, but I do think grammar is the barrier for me to perform it well. I am well aware why I am lacking of English language. During my childhood, my mother and my brother always suggest to me to read in English whether the autobiographys, novels or comics. However, I always bought the Malay one because I dont want to harding myself to read in English since my family language is Bahasa Melayu and I can read wothout using dictionary. Other than that, during my secondary school, I was quite naughty and all of my bestfriend at that time (which is all-time favourite) is the same type as me. One of our favourite activity is skip classes and usually English class is the perfect one because the teachers always be the most nice teacher in the school and she will never scold us. :p When I grew up, I went to MMU Melaka and doing foundation in management. During my 1st class in that uni, I found that I am the only one who got 'bin' or 'binti' on name inside that class. All of my classmate during that time is either Chinese or Indian. So, they are communicating in English and I dont like that. When Im thinking about this experience, I believe that during my working time later, I will have to speak in English fluently and master the language. If I fail to do this, I cannot give my idea perfectly because I already face this experience during my degree time. After 2 and a quarter years of degree, I feel that I still in my level before I entered MSU. That is the main reason why I chose to write in the blog. I think I will not placing my blog web on any website so that I can gain confident to writing without checking any grammatical-error before post it. Last but not least, my blog will be talk about myself for sure, politics and all other stuff in this world that I am interested in. Thank you for whoever reading this, enjoy your day! 😊